Its Chinese New Year but weirdly it doesnt feels so. I dunno why. This year's CNY feels weird, like something's missing. Ah! Its the feeling of happiness? Since young i had been looking forward to CNY every single year. But i actually felt like avoiding it this time. Why? It is my favourite festive season!!
Anyway, during CNY visits. Met up with many relatives. Its good. But not one day passed by without any relative not mentioning the Os. I agree with them, must work harder and kick away those bad habits (mainly tv?). But some part of me is somewhat resisting it. Stupid.
Is there anyway to prevent tmr from coming? Maybe can use a time machine to stop time? I seriously do not look forward to the posting results. I dont want to know!! Its childish.. i know ranting on stuff that i cant do anything.
Continue to sleep till the end of time.. i wish. Reality is not a good thing and difficult to face.
its pink :D
10:34 PM
Y Friday, January 16, 2009
Results are sucky. And my mom told me that my dad is super angry. I did tried my best or at least i think i did, but it still turned out like that.. Dunno.. what to do? I really should have dropped art million years ago. After perservering through all that, i still got a C5 Must really buck up my EL too. I guess i need 96956756252345982475 hours of EL tuition before i can get an A1 for it.
Just submitted the JAE form.. But im not sure am i making the right decision. Even now, this doesnt feel real.
ppl came to this world alone and will leave alone and nothing's gonna change it.
its pink :D
12:09 AM
Y Monday, January 12, 2009
Why cant i find my courage?
its pink :D
11:17 PM
Y Thursday, January 08, 2009
Today went to TP open house! AHH!! i suddenly remember.. i forgot to get my goodie bag. Haha. Nvm..
Was nice&fun xD Met many long-time-no-see seniors x) Especially my deardeardear JASMINE Haha. You are always so nice x) Thanks to you, im feeling better liao :)
I still think that KuanHon still look the same, never grow taller. Hehehe.... i still got chance to catch up with you de lor.
Saw Gerald, WaiHong&Marcus too. Last year's open hse, they were doing PA, then this year's open hse they still doing PA x) Haha. Eh! Gerald! pls lar! Can like dont everytime see me then say what put on weight or the pimples got worse can!!Not nice.
Oh! Ben Oh looks so different! Now so open.. ok.. looks open x) Now even know how to pull girl's ponytail huh! Out of nowhere somemore!
And XiaoYao still looks the same x)
Also bumped into WanJing and YaXun there too. Good luck for your Os this year!! Hehehehe...
Explored the schools. Ok, most of it was the canteens xp Spotted a course i was sorta interested. Alright.. it was the only course i saw and tried to know more about it - MOI they call it, if i didnt remember wrongly. But i dont like the part where they included animation. Had a horrible experience with it. After that was the exploration of canteens xp Went Bistro cafe 2 times. Went Mensa 3 times. Went IT canteen once but had 2 drinks at one go x)
Then went to swimming pool area with Jasmine, David and his friends. Asked them if they wanted to go Genting. It turned out they went there a few weeks ago. Talked bout the rides there. And SOMEONE'S PASSPORT HAD BEEN EXPIRED FOR HALF A YEAR. Hey! I found out another reason that ppl cant go out of country. Then they started talking about getting the results next Monday. Can de lar David! Dont be so worried ok.. You are making ppl around you nervous too, you know.
Took bus 23 to Tampines interchange and walked home. It's so nice to walk home alone, listening to your favourite song in the evening.
I give up. Cried like never before. Straight 4 hours after reaching home. Have no idea why i cant stop. Eyes feeling so tired and swollen.
strong baby - seungri's hotness.
the reason to smile again :)
its pink :D
11:37 PM
Y Tuesday, January 06, 2009
I really wanna go Genting with our class ppl. I wanna go Outdoor Theme Park with them. But the trip's gonna be cancelled coz too little ppl's going x(( Plus my parents wont allow me to go unless if there is more than 10 ppl going or an adult. At first, i thought there would at least be 15 or more ppl going. But now... its even less than 10. Wth.. There are so many reasons that ppl cant go -
Parents wont allow no matter what
Working and cant take leave
No money
So little guys going
Disappointed lar!!!!
We wanted to go since mid-year but now...
Although its not really pangseh but i felt so pangseh-ed. Unless we can find more ppl or an adult.. the trip will be cancelled :'(
Hey i cant just sit here and let the trip be cancelled....
Went China town last Sat and saw these. I counted, there was 79 of them. But while going off, more lion heads were added. I heard there was 200!
its pink :D
7:10 PM
Y Thursday, January 01, 2009
HAPPY 2009 PEOPLE!!!
XD
Hope everyone will have a wonderful year ahead!!
HAHA!!!
New Year, New Wishes x))
Hohoho 1 year older too, thats what ppl say right xp What happened to my sweet 16?! Is not that sweet! Filled with Os. Some people's sweet 16 just started!! Haha, you know who im refering to.. Oh well, to these ppl - ENJOY YOUR SWEET 16 OK!!!
Happy new year.. again xD But im still looking forward to CNY more x)
