awakened-me

Y Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Today was a >x( day.
Got back some papers and wth..
I really failed my a-math :'(
First time actually fail a subject so badly.
Damn.
Just depressed.
How?

And im hooked on ZJYB.
Haha.
Ding Xiao Yu. Ya She Wang & Da Dong like so darn cute and funny.
Not to say about the sushi man.
LOL.
Haha.
Im loving Fahrenheit more and more <33

Cheer up bah.
Theres nothing i can do about this test results le.
So i will have to work on amath during the June holiday.
Bye.

its pink :D

9:06 PM

Y Sunday, May 13, 2007

Finally exams are over :D
Im free...( reminds me of that cute house elf-Dhoby)
lol.
Those clears watery eyes.
Haha.
PLus Monday no school :DD
Hoho.

There are so many shows i wanna watch/re-watch de.

And also re-read some books.

And try to catch up with studies.

LoL.

Somehow sound kinda boring.

Haha.

He is still <33

its pink :D

3:05 PM

I tried that colourgenic test thingy from youming's blog.
Was kinda cute~
Yeah.

You are seeking protection against anything which might seem to be exhausting you or tiring you out. It would appear that you are seeking a life of security and physical ease, free from any problem or disturbance.Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends.

You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.The present situation, not of your making, is forcing you to compromise.

You will have to hold back and forgo some of your hopes, dreams and aspirations.For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself.

You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.

You are moody and depressed at this time but it will pass. All of your hopes and dreams seem to have gone astray and you are fearful of planning further for the future. Disappointment at the non fulfilment of your hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety and you try to escape from this by withdrawing into yourself. But that is not the answer. You have the power to succeed, believe in yourself... all is possible to him who believes.

But still not sure if its true.

its pink :D

12:17 AM

Y Saturday, May 05, 2007

Just returned home from school.
Early right. I know.
lol.
Finally can chuan kou qi after one whole week of exams.
Next week still got 3 more to go and its the end :D
Physics. EmathII and Art.
The geog paper today was ok.. i guess..
Or should i say the most confidence de..
All i wish for now is just to pass my amath.
Was at the verge of crying while doing that paper.
Back was aching and the paper was hard.

Then today i saw 2 double-decker 28s
That sort of wow-ed me.
Haha.
Then i took the first one which is like my favourite type of bus.
So shuang :)
Pink seats.
The meter thingy on the bus shows like 52 empty seats on the upper deck.
Wow-ed
Then the bus behind was like empty.
Haha.

~~Pimple:( Forehead:(( Big:((( Many:((((~~

Im like typing this with one hand while im munchin on my sausage bread xD
~~Just aint the same anymore.~~

Good Luck For The Rest Of The Exam :D

its pink :D

1:31 AM

Y Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Today isnt the best day of my life in fact its like one of the worst.
I had never had this kind of day since ages.
Everything's crashing down.
Studies.. and others.
And now my freaking neck feel so painful.
Recently those sharp pains are coming back.

Then i really dunno hoe to reply u.
How did things turned out like this.. i didnt expect this to happen.
Is it me or you? Or its just simply the environment.
I just want you to know that without you i felt so lonely in my present life.
I looked forward going to school but now i dread.
We had all the fun. All the weird stuff.
Felt like crying when you said those words.
But i know u said that i take everythings like nothing infact i smiled.
But u didnt know that i felt so hurt after hearing those words for the rest of my day.
Felt like vomiting blood and just die or i just stay in the hospital and never come back.
After reaching home, i saw the food then maybe i can just stuff myself to death then.
sigh.
I really dunno how to reply/face you.
How i wish i can just run away from all this.

I think its damn emo.
But i hope you saw this.
Cause im not good with words.
I dunno how to answer you face to face.
Or some things had to change and it can never be turned back or i wish it could.

~~Ifeellkeoil&wataindisclsstily?~~
Im missing 2R7 real lots.

Exam's coming.

its pink :D

9:25 AM