Y Sunday, October 29, 2006
Yes! i finally got it the thing that i wanted the ****.
:D
Came back from the check-up.
The doctor said the curve got worse :(
The curve is now 42 from 30+.
Omg! i was like shocked lar.
When i heard that it actually bend so fast.
Last check-up was on Feb.
Only 8 month and it bend so much.
The first thing he told my mom was "You have to discuss with your husband about this matter"
Looking very serious and said that he have to break the bad news.
He suggested that i should go for the surgery.
Then he still said that if the curve continue to worsen until over 50, The bone would would continue to bend/curve thoughout my life.
Like 2 or 3 degree each year.
Until it harms the internal organs, mostly the heart and lungs.
I was almost at tears when i heard that.
I just cant believe this would happen to me.
I guess this is bad.
Somehow deep in my heart i wanted surgery at the beginning of this.
Im dumb.
Until today..
The part about harming internal organs seriously scared me.
This scoliosis can cost such big harm?
Wow. Im amazed.
Then he said that they try to arrange the surgeries in the holidays.
Anyway.
Nothing can help liao.
My foolishness.
I didn take the doctor's advice of wearing the braces.
The doctor gave parents time to think over it.
Then he asked my mom like about how long do they have to think over it.
Both my mom and the doctor looked so serious and stern.
I was like omg.
One month.
Yup so next month i will be going to the NUH to see whats gonna happen.
Maybe there would be a change in plan?
Not sure.
Maybe would be December?
Andandand he said that after the sugery i would have immediate growth of height :)
Hey. Thats something to be happy about.
And one year no PE or ji lie de yun dong.
Yeah.
That means no Napfa test.
Which means no 2.4 :D
Which also means i wont be running just to past the Napfa :)
But theres something bad too lor
Have to stay in Hospital for 5/6 days :(
Haiz.
An unfamiliar place.
A hospital leh!
A place that i wonder if i could be, when i was young xP
Haha.
I guess its a dream come true?
LoL.
Afterall its still a HOSPITAL!
A most likely to be haunted place and dunno who had been there before.
Omgomgomgomgomg.
Im thinking so off track >,<
AHh..!!
Wadeva lar.
Hack care le.
HAIZ.
Confirm cannot go Korea/Shanghai le :(((
I was sooo looking forward to it.
The coldness. The malls. The beautiful view of the buildings.
THE SNOW.
:(